

black and white moviei had a dream last night you died and to deal iblack and white movie
became a coke addict and an alcoholic something to keep me
warm in the day because you werent there and something to drink to forget about our nights together the days went by like slow motion black and white the nights were a blur of bottles and ice and memories that couldnt find their way through the haze of the day and i smoked too many cigarettes because they reminded me of how youd taste when we smoked too much and i lit joints and let them burn just so


picture un-perfectshe was a picture, nothing medaphiroc, but she talked to him like a lover talks to herpicture un-perfect
mate, and makes him fall deeper into infatuation but her words keep dragging him in circles of confusion and alterations of meaning in a meaningless scenerio of empty words and hollow promises
of places that would never be and people that never were fantasies that came alive in dreams and disapeared once he woke up and was left with a picture and an urge to keep dreaming


Childhooda sweet little baby girl a precious tyrant two year old a cute shy preteen a beautiful bashful teenagerChildhood
those pants are a little tight a look that says i want in
that shirts a little low a tone that says take it off
a whistle and a catcall typical horny male
a hug and a touch thats not quite welcome a whisper and a place to meet
a voice that tells you you have no choice okay dad
a sweet little baby girl with a messed up childhood now a lost teenager with no voice to explain


...Fucking for VirginityThis boy that lays beside me,...Fucking for Virginity
I love, But he doesn't notice me cry at night.
This boy that has his hand on my thigh,
I love,
But he doesn't notice me cringe when he touches me.
This boy, I can feel his breath on my neck,
I love,
But he doesn't know the whole truth.
This boy, with his body so close and warm,
I love,
Doesn't feel me struggle through a nightmare.
This boy, who says he loves
me too,
Doesn't know how terrified I really am.


and this is my apology -Turn off. Shut down. I will beg but when you turn I will slam the door You will never see me cry Because I never do?and this is my apology -
There’s always somewhere safe It’s suicide, but it’s safe
With the lights out [These things you could never know]
You broke every boundary
I stay up nights trying to construct something impenetrable Teaching myself the meaning of the word alone
They tell me I could have anything I wanted And I want more than I could ever express But I cannot take a single step out of this room
And you know I just want to
i cant think of anything to say....
sooooo
*poke*
haha.
just like engish 12.
erik
seriousely though your writing is amazing, you are so talented. hope things are going good!
how is everything?
<3Rae
PS I got my lip pierced!
boo!
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